Packing for the last bit of my trip home is very difficult. I am really going to miss the people I have met here. There have been so many blessings--I want to cry but I am too happy at the same time I am sad so I cannot cry. I think I am feeling too many emotions at the moment. God is so incredible.
Church was amazing today-- Eric taught an amazing lesson on 1 Corinthians 10:23-33 about Freedom, and how we as Christians live a life where everything is permissible, but not everything is constructive. It was so great to focus on the motives our relationship with God and the freedoms rather than rules, rules, rules. Ino came back to church today and I just praise God so much for that. I hope he continues to stay plugged into Be One and become a Christian. He wrote me an incredible letter which said,
"Dear Marisa,
Thank you very much for coming to Japan and teach English to me. I don't have any English words to tell you my pleaser heart. So I made a photo case (?). Maiby you made many memory in Ishinomaki. The memory in a photo case. Please change photos. I am not a Christian. But if God makes me meet you. I pleaser for your God. Thank you very much. your kindess heart and singing a song. You are very important for me like a foundation! Next time I meet you I send foundation and perfume! Thanks x1,000,000!! I hope you come back to Japan and talk with you.
Masahire Ino 2012/6/10"
Not all the English is correct. And the reference to the foundation was from the study of Luke when Jesus tells the story about the wise man and the foolish man. When I asked him if he knew what foundation was, he patted his face for makeup. It was very funny because he was correct in one sense, but then I described to him a house foundation. He is really accepting the Bible. He also referenced the perfume because of the story about the sinful woman washing Jesus' feet with the perfume in the alabaster jar. Please keep him in your prayers.
So many people have been touched here, and so have I. This place shows so much destruction and heartbreak, yet God is shining His love here, and hope is spreading. Today God gave me several last gifts, but something is weighing heavily on my heart: Tomoko and her family took me to a local town (I do not know the spelling) and she showed me much of the destruction of the tsunami that is still not even close to being rebuilt. Hundreds of houses and buildings were completely washed away-- the few that remained were on their sides, tipped over (pictures to come once they will actually upload). It was very heartbreaking to think about all the lives and homes destroyed. However, as we drove away, a rainbow formed over the town we had visited... It struck me so beautifully. It is my last day in Ishinomaki. I came to a place full of brokenness and heartbreak and destruction-- but as powerful as those things are, God's promise of hope, joy and love shines so much more beautifully, even over the most broken places. God is doing amazing things here and there is so much talk about the good things CHRISTIANS are doing here-- and the price they are paying to come here: their time, resources, money and talents. It is not just a bunch of people coming because of free time-- it is because they are coming here for a calling from their God. And their, our, God is very powerful and loving--bringing people joy, a hope and a future.
This trip has changed my life in so many ways, and I am so grateful for this opportunity. I cannot wait to share all the stories that are too long to type, or too much for my mind to handle at the time.
Saying goodbye is extremely difficult for me, as the Hawaiians leave and I need to pack up and leave my readers and all the wonderful people I have met here. I thought that I was coming on a trip to check off Japan from my bucket list, and now it is on to new places. And maybe and hopefully I will travel many places in this world to go and make disciples like Christ calls us to do-- however, Ishinomaki, Japan is not a place I can just check off to never return. There is something very special about this place and something just CRYING out for God here. I definitely feel God is calling me to return someday, and I praise Him for that. But regardless of how long that takes to happen, we as Christians are united in a common bond and a common love for each other. Which I treasure so, so dearly.
Ephesians 4:3
New International Version (NIV)
3 Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace.